Dean pulled up to the motel, staring a moment before paying and getting out. He completely bypassed his car, though he'd missed her, but not near as much as he missed Sam. He hadn't slept for a few days, all of it catching up. He didn't want to lose Sam, not that he would to anything physically, but emotionally was a different story.

He took a breath before knocking on the door.

Dean sighed. He'd been helping his dad out with a few things for the past few weeks, and helping mom around the house. It wasn't that bad. Nice. Simple. For the first time in a long time he felt like he was home. It was a good feeling. He frowns when he hears his phone ring, wondering who'd be calling this early in the morning, but grabs it.

"Hello?"

This is Dean Winchester. If this is an emergency, leave a short message with a description of your situation and a number where you can be reached. If you're wondering about the crossroads deal, don't. I don't want to talk about it and no, I don't know where my brother is.

*beep*

Dean had been home for a day, too tired from first getting in to do much except crash on the living room couch. Mom hadn't been there when he'd got in, so he was still just crashed out on the couch with a blanket wrapped around him.

Dean had just pulled into Lawrence Station, shifting his bag. He looked like he hadn't slept since he called which would've been two days now. Not that it mattered, not like he'd die of exhaustion or anything. He pulled out the new, disposable cell he got and dialed his dad's number in. He let it ring once...

...then hung up like his dad had said.

Now all he could do was wait.

This is where bloodofahunter!Dean and deathvisions!Sam break off from the canon!pack. This is where we go into the deal coming due and how it's stopped, if it is. Everything in this post will be reflected in the characters, hereafter.

Dean tried not to worry, but it was hard. He should've been worried that he was going to Hell in less than a week, but he couldn't, not with his brother acting the way he was. He wasn't there at the moment and Dean tried to think through when the odd secretive behavior started. He swallowed a lump in his throat at the thought that came unbidden.

It started right after our last hunt. The one with the doctor that was Immortal.

Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Rating: R
Words: 633
Warnings: Major character death, suicide
Prompt: Wake up, I'm pounding on the door. I won't hurt anymore. - Wake Up, Three Days Grace

( Wake up, I'm pounding on the door. I won't hurt you anymore. )

Title: So Much for Destiny
Author: bloodofahunter
Rating: PG13
Fandom: Supernatural
Character: Dean Winchester
Words: 529
Warnings: Angst, multiple character death

Pathetic. Self loathing.  Self destructive.  Lie?

I'm going to destroy his laptop.